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[07 Jun 2004|11:10pm] |
I don't understand why See it's burning me to hold onto this I know this is something I gotta do But that don't mean I want to What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just I feel like this is coming to an end And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you I gotta let it burn
It's gonna burn for me to say this But it's comin from my heart It's been a long time coming But we done been fell apart Really wanna work this out But I don't think you're gonna change I do but you don't Think it's best we go our separate ways Tell me why I should stay in this relationship When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with I think that you should let it burn
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might bruise you Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you Hate the thought of her being with someone else But you know that it's over We know that it's through Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to Got somebody here but I want you Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself Callin' her your name Ladies tell me do you understand? Now all my fellas do you feel my pain? It's the way I feel I know I made a mistake Now it's too late I know she ain't comin back What I gotta do now To get my shorty back Ooo ooo ooo ooooh Man I don't know what I'm gonna do Without my booo You've been gone for too long It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might bruise you Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn) Let it burn (gotta let it burn) Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you Hate the thought of her being with someone else But you know that it's over We know that it's through Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh) I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?) Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours I'm still burnin' till you return
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might bruise you Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you Hate the thought of her being with someone else But you know that it's over We know that it's through Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn
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[20 Apr 2004|08:36pm] |
I havent updated in so long but i decided that im gonna do this stupid ass survey because im that bored.
[x] Name: Alexandra
[x] Birthdate: 6/9/87 [x] Birthplace: beverly hills [x] Current Location: westlake [x] Eye Color: brown [x] Hair Color: blondish brown [x] Righty or Lefty: righty [x] Zodiac Sign: gemini
-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
[x] Hair: umm hair? [x] The shoes you wore today: old navy sandals [x] Your eyes: brown
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: ya seriously lol [x] Your thoughts first waking up: fuck im late [x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: face and height [x] Your best physical feature: being tall..i love it [x] Your bedtime: when im tired [x] Your most missed memory: i dont know..
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or coke: pepsi [x] McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds [x] Single or group dates: depends [x] Adidas or Nike: adidas [x] Chocolate or vanilla: both [x] Cappuccino or coffee: coffee
-------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: ya [x] Cuss: ya [x] Take a shower everyday: every other day [x] Have a crush(es): ya [x] Who are they: my boyfriend [x] Do you think you ever been in love? i know i am in love [x] Want to go to college: ya after i take my year off [x] Like high school: excuse me? [x] Want to get married: yes..NOW! lol [x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: no [x] Believe in yourself: ya [x] Get motion sickness: not at all [x] Think you're a health freak: no [x] Get along with your parents: my mom [x] Like thunderstorms: no [x] Play an instrument: no
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU-------------
[x] Go to the mall: ya [x] Eaten sushi: ya [x] Been on stage: no [x] Been dumped: ha ha no..were so dumb [x] Gone skating: i went rollerblading lol [x] Made homemade cookies: no [x] Been in love: yes [x] Dyed your hair: no [x] Stolen anything: nope
-------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: ya
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: no [x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: ya [x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: no [x] Had an imaginary friend: no [x] Cut your hair: ya [x] Had crush on a teacher?: no [x] Played a game that required removal of clothing?: ya [x] Been caught "doing something": no..thank god [x] Been called a tease: no [x] Gotten beaten up?: nope [x] Been in a fight: no [x] Shoplifted: ya
----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: 21 [x] Numbers and Names of Children: 2..not sure bout the names [x] Descibe your Dream Wedding (romantic): really big..but simple..near the beach [x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: debating between interior designer and hairdresser [x] What country would you most like to visit?: australia
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: green [x] Hair color: dark brown/black [x] Short or long hair: short [x] Best height: taller than 6 feet [x] Best first date location: if you are with someone you care about..it doesnt matter [x] Best first kiss location: anywhere
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: 3 [x] Number of tattoos: none, yet [x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: none [x] Number of scars on my body: like 2 [x] Number of things in my past that I regret: i dont regret anything..everything happens for a reason
---------FAVORITES------------------
[x] Shampoo: whatever [x] Fav Color(s): pink [x] Day/Night: night [x] Lace or Satin: lace [x] Fave Cartoon Character: none [x] Fave Food: sushi [x] Fave Movies: cruel intentions..clueless..italian job [x] Fave sport: not into sports [x] Fave band: no idea
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Wearing: pink shirt..juicy pants [x] Drinking: nothing [x] Thinking about: nothing [x] Listening to: hoobastank..the reason
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: ya [x] Worn jeans: no [x] Met someone new online: nope [x] Done laundry: nope [x] Drove a car: ya [x] Talked on the phone: Ya
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: ya [x] Your friends: sometimes [x] Santa Claus: no [x] Tooth Fairy: no [x] Angels: ya [x] Ghosts: ya [x] UFO's: ya [x] God: sometimes
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: umm no [x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: yes..13 months baby! [x] Do you like anyone?: you mean love? [x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: logan, hilary, kelly [x] Are you close to any family member?: my mom [x] Who do you hang around the most?: my boyfriend [x] When have you cried the most: whenever we ^ fight [x] What's the best feeling in the world?: being in love [x] Worst Feeling?: lieing to those you care about
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| Weekend.. |
[20 Oct 2003|02:15am] |
Friday: Went to dinner with logan and caroline met up with hilary and doron fought with leran went and saw kill bill with caroline..sucked..we walked out went to carolines and then went to bed
Saturday: i really dont remember what i did during the day and im not gonna sit here and try and remember..so ill tell u what i did at night went to city walk with oliver and krissy and leran..saw chain saw masacure..dont know how to spell.. went home..leran slept over :)..
sunday: went to lunch at il tramasino with caroline.. went to melrose..got a belt and a shirt from urban went to fred segal got a shirt and thats it.
school sucks..i really need winter break to come now..im sick of cold mornings and hot days..i want rain..i want to cuddle.
Alexandra
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| THANK YOU!! |
[16 Oct 2003|09:34am] |
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TANYA THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING MY JOURNAL LOOK ALL CRAZY AND SHIT!
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[16 Oct 2003|07:48am] |
I got a lj..i really dont know why..its just a bunch of drama..but thats ok..it gives me something to do when im bored..which is like my whole life :) thank you tanya for the code..much appreciated. today was kinda uneventful..the rents left me until sunday WITHOUT my car because theyre cool and decided to take it away from me for like 2 weeks cuz i got into a stupid accident which wasnt even my fault. comment..if u want i guess. Alexandra
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